By Brittany R.
When I look back on how God has molded and shaped my life, I feel like I haven't just been with Royal Servants for three weeks. I feel like I have been living my whole life through Royal Servants. Now me, and you the reader, both know that that's not true. But as I dwell on the past few weeks, I see a woman of God daily becoming more and more humble in Christ. Granted, I am writing this in a peaceful atmosphere listening to the ongoing church bells in the Czech Republic. But this is not the reason for the humility of stronger faith. Take an inward walk with me, and I'll show you what I am portraying to...
The minute that I stepped onto the plane to Chicago, Illinois was perhaps the most difficult minute of my life. Or at least so far the most difficult minute within my eighteen years of living. It wasn't a question of if this trip was right for [me], because it was! It was a question of, "Am I ready to allow God to stretch me farther than I've ever been stretched?" I found out not a week later that I was. Throughout the past few weeks I have grown patience beyond my understanding. I have found that it is actually okay to not be perfect physically, mentally, emotionally and especially spiritually! And adding to that, I have actually grasped what a woman in today's society should actually look like! A strong, spiritual, God-willed woman is more valued that a gorgeous, skinny model always on the cover of a magazine!
My Father has placed value in my life! He has shattered the walls of jealousy, anger, and hurt that separates me from growing in Him! And I'll tell you another thing... the Lord has given me the strength to refrain from building those walls back up again!
If I had to sum up what the past three weeks has taught me, it is this. An unconditional love relationship with God is more highly valued than any earthly passion that you could ever experience. Fleshly comfort will never last as long as you want/expect it to. The Lord, my Father, knows what is the best possible for me. My God does not know how to fail. His promises are worth far more than the ends of the earth. I proclaim Christ's name on my heart. Woe to me, if I shall ever cease!



